Death, huh?
My theory is a mess to be honest- a rather depressing and somewhat confusing mess.
I don't believe in a god (God?) and so technically I shouldn't believe in a heaven. I do however believe there is something else. I mean.. how can this be it?
While I'm the first to admit I am enamoured with Romeo & Jule's tragically, heart-wrenching tale of unrequited love, (my second favourite kind) the double suicide isn't my style. Unlike our loyal friend Emma... I think if you are fortunate enough to find someone else to love and be loved by.. then why the heck not... your dearly departed should be happy for you.
My theory is a mess to be honest- a rather depressing and somewhat confusing mess.
I don't believe in a god (God?) and so technically I shouldn't believe in a heaven. I do however believe there is something else. I mean.. how can this be it?
While I'm the first to admit I am enamoured with Romeo & Jule's tragically, heart-wrenching tale of unrequited love, (my second favourite kind) the double suicide isn't my style. Unlike our loyal friend Emma... I think if you are fortunate enough to find someone else to love and be loved by.. then why the heck not... your dearly departed should be happy for you.
I don't believe in remarriage- mainly because I don't believe in marriage. Not to say I dont believe in that 'encapsulating, overpowering, sensationalist, couldn't-live-without-one-another kind of love.' ( Dower, http://beautiful-exception.blogspot.com/ , 2008)
That is something I believe in whole-heartedly.
This is such a hard idea for me to play with.. it's tied up with religion and love and all those other universal themes that baffle me. Helpful non?
Death. Death. Death. The idea of my own death doesn't worry me, that's probably appalling (oh well). It's the thought of losing others that makes my head spin and my heart falter. That the world could go on without the people I need is unthinkable.
So I'm not going to think about it. This is too much for my head. My ideologies and theories are too muddled to make any sense... I don't know if I believe in destiny, or soulmates or a higher-being. I think I need to know before I can have a true opinion... maybe it's because I am an Aries? (Ha-ha) But if (and only if) there is Heaven and Hell .. I think I am in trouble... I was in trouble before I even did anything (my parents are not married and I was never christened/ baptised)
There you have it. I think, in all it's unoriginality, I will have to repeat those infamous words of wisdom- "To the well organised mind, death is but the next adventure". And that's how I too will look at it- I'll make the most of this life and I won't worry about what will happen next.
On the brightside.. if the Big Sauna is what is awaiting me.. I'll be in very good company.
That is something I believe in whole-heartedly.
This is such a hard idea for me to play with.. it's tied up with religion and love and all those other universal themes that baffle me. Helpful non?
Death. Death. Death. The idea of my own death doesn't worry me, that's probably appalling (oh well). It's the thought of losing others that makes my head spin and my heart falter. That the world could go on without the people I need is unthinkable.
So I'm not going to think about it. This is too much for my head. My ideologies and theories are too muddled to make any sense... I don't know if I believe in destiny, or soulmates or a higher-being. I think I need to know before I can have a true opinion... maybe it's because I am an Aries? (Ha-ha) But if (and only if) there is Heaven and Hell .. I think I am in trouble... I was in trouble before I even did anything (my parents are not married and I was never christened/ baptised)
There you have it. I think, in all it's unoriginality, I will have to repeat those infamous words of wisdom- "To the well organised mind, death is but the next adventure". And that's how I too will look at it- I'll make the most of this life and I won't worry about what will happen next.
On the brightside.. if the Big Sauna is what is awaiting me.. I'll be in very good company.
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